Yesterday I wrote a bit of a garbled post while I worried about the choir.
So main thing is that I dream really big and think that I can achieve the goals and then when I have the opportunity to do it I get all doubtful and like worried that I will mess up and wreck that dream.
I was listening to the songs that I’ve picked to try and have this amazing idea for a big Trumpet solo bit and get all the worship band involved and stuff but there is no way I can write the parts in time. If it wasn’t that Kewey is busy I’d probably call her and ask her to help me out with some parts.
Why do I have massive dreams that make me feel like an ant?