I was wondering about different things.
1. If you knew someone famous had read one of your posts would you then blog about them reading it? I told my parents, CJ and JD but I haven’t told any one else – yeh I’m excited and want to make a deal about it but then if said person came back to read my blog because they did indeed like it then they might be like eugh! Fanblog and walk away again. I think me and the small group is fine. What do you think?
2. I had a dream last night – one of those horrible ones where it’s so real that you wake up believing it. The first section of my dream wasn’t so nice. I dreamt that I woke up from my bone marrow harvest surgery, and the doctor came to see how I was doing. He asked me to get out of the bed so he could check the harvest site – except when I went to get out of the bed my legs wouldn’t move and I couldn’t feel them. Rather than freaking out I was really calm and put it down to the anaesthetic not wearing off completely or something like that. Even in my dream when I was told that I wouldn’t walk or dance again I was still chilled as a cucumber. CJ was next to me having a freak out about it but I was calm and took it all in. It was really strange.